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A Scorpio, I am. Sign of water/sexuality. Emotion. Myers/Briggs personality test resulted INTF (Introvert, Intuition, Feeling, Perceiving) 100% accurate! Only 1% of the world pop. has this personality type; the other 99% has trouble relating to INTF's! I am extremely introverted, can handle noise/crowds for exactly 1 hour before retreating to the quiet or my music somewhere. Oddly enough, I am drawn to customer service. I know these things: I love who I am! I love emotion. I am vulnerable. I care deeply. I love. And I love deeply. I will wait it out for return. I long to be loved. My children are my world. Nature is my solace, my constant, my peace. I hear each bird's tweet, adore shapes in the clouds, share the moon with everyone I know, smile at the song of my windchimes, wonder at the growth of a flower, drive to chase sunsets, enjoy a great storm, relax fully when the ocean is outside my door. My favorite word is dance. Dance represents how I strive to live..to a beat that allows my body and soul to release in rhythm. I am over 50 now. Dance with me ... while there is still time!

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Get the hell out of Dodge! :) ... 10/18/12

Leaving life behind, I took a drive
Headed south for the Missou/Arkansas state line
Heaven answered; quickly responded
Left all troubles at the Nebraska/Iowa border
Groovin' and movin', let the music unwind
As Autumn scenery filled the road on all sides
Thinkin' no throughts 'cept for the beauty surrounding
Passion filled spaces, long time empty
So grateful for the roads always kind to me
I fill up on peace and empty what's bugging
Beauty got more beautiful, the further south I drove
And when Sun came out, magic dispersed my every woe
Hillsides and hilltops alive with color
This magical season delivers clear vision, technicolor
Thank God for this season, vibrant in color
And the dancing in masses as they take their falling sever
 
~There is nothing greater than when peacefulness sinks in~
~Dancing, to be me~Dancing, to be free~
 
~ Dances With Terri  10/23/12 ~

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

October Life!

Beautiful!  The leaves falling
Colorful life!  A blanket they make
Top down driving!  They land inside
Kick in the ass!  This season enlivens
 
~ Dances With Terri  10/04/12 ~
 
 
 
Wake me up ~ bring me pleasure
October morns ~ a joy to savor
 
Sunshine bright ~ behind the blinds
Get on up ~ a reason to rise
 
Chill of morns ~ guilty pleasure
Reason to write ~ beloved treasure
 
~ Dances With Terri  10/10/12 ~
 
 
 
 
Everything changes, this month of October
Preparing for the quiet, darkness of winter
Blast of Fall, instills hope in the future
As all that has ended, falls graceful to surrencer
Gentle in its fall and deliberate flutter
Colorful past dances, one more time to remember
Everything changes, this month of October
Cleansing of senses to build and become stronger
 
~ Dances With Terri  10/10/12 ~

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Perfect Concoction

Sometimes riding life's tough storms

I forget the calming effects of a single bird song

Finally the 95+ heat wave breaks

Windows wide open, the morning flows in!

Slight breeze rattles the indoor chimes

Filling the room with shrill shell clinging sound

Beloved my chimes brought back from the ocean

And the morning single bird song blending to the ...

perfect concoction!


~ Dancing With Terri  08/15/12 ~

Wednesday, August 15, 2012


http://www.elephantjournal.com/2012/08/mood-indigo-bryonie-wise/

Courtesy of Tori Bergquist/Realms of Chirak

I believe in all that has never yet been spoken.
I want to free what waits within me
so that what no one has dared wish for


may once again spring clear
without my contriving.


If this is arrogant, God, forgive me,
but this is what I need to say.
May what I do flow from me like a river,
no forcing and no holding back,
the way it is with children.


Then in these swelling and ebbing currents,
these deepening tides moving out, returning,
I will sing you as no one ever has,


streaming through widening channels
into an open sea.


~ Rainer Maria Rilke

There is this place that I continue to return to, again and again.

It ebbs and it flows and sometimes it’s gentle, like the water lapping onto the shore, asking the sand and rocks to join in the dance of the sea; other times, it’s a tidal wave so big, so strong, that I’m certain that the push of the wave and the pull of the tide are in it together, hoping to claim their next prize for the underwater world (that surely exists).

Moments that bring me back, to here and now, seem far and few between and part of me tires of the search for a place to rest my achy body and weary mind.

The other part is my warrior and she is the one that brings me back up onto my feet, lifting all ten of my toes and rooting them into the earth.

She is the one that holds space, so that sadness can exist in love…and with love.

She is the one, I’m sure, that tells my dog when to lick my face and wrap his paws around me, holding me in his sweet dog embrace.

Love comes in many forms and shapes and sometimes, she is disguised and I don’t recognize that it’s her standing right in front of me, with those soft, kind, strong eyes, staring back at me.

I am beginning to understand, now, that this isn’t something for the faint of heart; there will be times when the skies are clear and times when the skies are gray. This is life.

This is my life.

I am my warrior and I wish that I could take my heart from my chest and crack her open, for you.
Then you would see, you would know, for sure, that everything written within her walls, each word, memory, idea, thought, feeling—that everything—everything—is written with love.

.................a post by Bryonie Wise via elephantjournal.com, shared here because it made me dance!!!

Friday, July 27, 2012

Two years plus, I've tried to articulate
The high, high vs. the reality low
How in his presence, there is nothing more real and true
a sense of belonging and "home"
a feel of knowing forever
And within just hours of standing together
the low takes over and undresses the high, layer by layer
starving me for more high
eventually draining me to drown in reality
I cling to the high moments, perhaps creating an illusion
because why? ...
as my life has progressed through drenching moments
I need the illusion that someone
loves me and wants me
cares to watch me through

~ Dances With Terri  07/02/12 ~

surely, my love is not the only active word (verb) in our sentence
? ? ?
illusion, can be damaging
and saving grace
at the same time
07/27/12

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Hmmmm ... July 4th musing

*Reasoning* ... There seems to be uncontainable passion and excitement in the minds and on the faces of most of the male population when "fireworks" week comes around.

They carry around their punk for hours, and days, lighting anything with a wick that will cause a BOOM, whether instantaneous or after seconds of a spectacular light show.

They love explosion.

They love fire.

And they are proud
in the understanding that they ignited that firey explosion. (And that damn adorable, boyish grin after such explosion is just irresistable!)

They're good for a minimum 7 day stretch of firework igniting.

*To do* ... Remove myself from all dating sites. (Really not on any, but if I were, I would remove myself as of this date)

Research the most profitable firework stands of this 2012 season.

*Long range plan* ... Take a week of vacation leading up to July 4, 2013.

Hang out daily, during my vacation, at each of the top 3 most profitable firework stands according to my research findings ... holding a punk or two.
~ Dancing, just thinking about possible explosions ~