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A Scorpio, I am. Sign of water/sexuality. Emotion. Myers/Briggs personality test resulted INTF (Introvert, Intuition, Feeling, Perceiving) 100% accurate! Only 1% of the world pop. has this personality type; the other 99% has trouble relating to INTF's! I am extremely introverted, can handle noise/crowds for exactly 1 hour before retreating to the quiet or my music somewhere. Oddly enough, I am drawn to customer service. I know these things: I love who I am! I love emotion. I am vulnerable. I care deeply. I love. And I love deeply. I will wait it out for return. I long to be loved. My children are my world. Nature is my solace, my constant, my peace. I hear each bird's tweet, adore shapes in the clouds, share the moon with everyone I know, smile at the song of my windchimes, wonder at the growth of a flower, drive to chase sunsets, enjoy a great storm, relax fully when the ocean is outside my door. My favorite word is dance. Dance represents how I strive to live..to a beat that allows my body and soul to release in rhythm. I am over 50 now. Dance with me ... while there is still time!

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Secure Memories IV

The timing of you, your timing
Remains my “grip on reality”!
For every single time
It seems I reach “the end”
You appear … as if never having left

“Somehow u always have perfect timing”
Is the text that I have just now sent
In response to your,
“Hello Friend”, incoming text
You appear … as if never having left

HOW DO YOU KNOW/SENSE
Each time it feels there are only “memories” left?
HOW DO YOU KNOW/SENSE
Each and every time, I “analyze”
That it must be time for me to “dis-connect”?

HOW DO YOU KNOW/SENSE
The exact “crucial” moment to “re-appear”?
HOW DO YOU KNOW/SENSE
That I am writing to you, of you,
And willing you to “re-connect”?

The answer, is oh so simple
Yet, no one outside of “us”
Will ever be able to handle
What it means to be so profoundly enabled
To connect to someone without yet, the physical

This one is not a memory, but rather what still exists
From the very beginning, we had a connect
Larger than us … a universe more wise than us
Brought us together
To FOREVER connect

THAT is how I “cope” with whatever “pain”
Because I know in “love”, there is no physical gain
My heart, is forever in your hands
Because Someone gave me you
To place it there

And though it looks to others
That we are far apart
I know and sense better than that
For it is you, that He placed in MY heart
To show me what it is to really love

You appear … as if never having left
Because that is what
Is truly meant

I wrote you once
“This is the greatest love story ever written”
It stands today (and tomorrow)
As that still
For I know, that it is not only MY will

Know,
That the joy in hearing from you today
Enforces all that I believe
And I know,
That you too, still believe

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