Tonight, I hold another child of mine as death takes the life of their friend
I have to use two hands to count the number of times I have held a child of mine
in this instance; and my oldest is only 23
My children, as a whole, have been to more funerals than I
Senseless ... but so real. Too real.
Kylie, 16 years old
Sweet 16
Too young to go
Why? I try to answer for my son ... but I don't know
I just hold on tighter and let his tears flow
And as selfish as this is, I am totally grateful, thankful that he is here
He seeks solace in the darkness of downstairs
The volume of the music turned high
Wrapped up in a blanket at the ceiling he stares
He'll soon fall asleep; exhausted from fears
And he'll never know the every 30 minute vigil I'll keep
As I pray for the families this tragedy has sweeped
Samantha and Cassidy, please open your eyes
And dear, sweet Kylie, toooooo young,
God keep you in His peace
About Me

- Terri Anderson O'Byrne
- A Scorpio, I am. Sign of water/sexuality. Emotion. Myers/Briggs personality test resulted INTF (Introvert, Intuition, Feeling, Perceiving) 100% accurate! Only 1% of the world pop. has this personality type; the other 99% has trouble relating to INTF's! I am extremely introverted, can handle noise/crowds for exactly 1 hour before retreating to the quiet or my music somewhere. Oddly enough, I am drawn to customer service. I know these things: I love who I am! I love emotion. I am vulnerable. I care deeply. I love. And I love deeply. I will wait it out for return. I long to be loved. My children are my world. Nature is my solace, my constant, my peace. I hear each bird's tweet, adore shapes in the clouds, share the moon with everyone I know, smile at the song of my windchimes, wonder at the growth of a flower, drive to chase sunsets, enjoy a great storm, relax fully when the ocean is outside my door. My favorite word is dance. Dance represents how I strive to live..to a beat that allows my body and soul to release in rhythm. I am over 50 now. Dance with me ... while there is still time!
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