~ Dances With Terri 06/28/12 ~
As midnight passes ...
the thrill of being so close to you earlier
looking into your eyes
connecting to something far deep inside
feeling your eyes on me as I walk away
your smile to see me and then wave good-bye
the sound of your voice, conversation we played
repeating in my mind over and over
intoxicating happiness and cheerful joy
relief of still wanting you and the gravity of yours too
the peace of someone who cares after a long, long day
and calmness that only you can invoke to reside
MY laughter, and twinkle in YOUR eyes
fades slowly ... with a hunger insatiable and deep
as i bear the heartache
of loving fully
but being away
and wondering / waiting
for our next rendevouz to take place
(there was an actual sweetness to the wave good-bye as you watched and waited for the car to start it's way home ... a lingering of sorts ... a sadness at good-bye ... a silent, strong plea for never having to say "good-bye" ... a mutual knowing of what it all could be ... and this is how I understand, that it is not all just me)
About Me
- Terri Anderson O'Byrne
- A Scorpio, I am. Sign of water/sexuality. Emotion. Myers/Briggs personality test resulted INTF (Introvert, Intuition, Feeling, Perceiving) 100% accurate! Only 1% of the world pop. has this personality type; the other 99% has trouble relating to INTF's! I am extremely introverted, can handle noise/crowds for exactly 1 hour before retreating to the quiet or my music somewhere. Oddly enough, I am drawn to customer service. I know these things: I love who I am! I love emotion. I am vulnerable. I care deeply. I love. And I love deeply. I will wait it out for return. I long to be loved. My children are my world. Nature is my solace, my constant, my peace. I hear each bird's tweet, adore shapes in the clouds, share the moon with everyone I know, smile at the song of my windchimes, wonder at the growth of a flower, drive to chase sunsets, enjoy a great storm, relax fully when the ocean is outside my door. My favorite word is dance. Dance represents how I strive to live..to a beat that allows my body and soul to release in rhythm. I am over 50 now. Dance with me ... while there is still time!
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