As It 'Should' Be ...

I can't explain it to someone who cannot understand ...

I just know, that when a few hours, a day, much less a WHOLE DAMN week comes when every star in the sky aligns to my very nature and persona, they are the most incredible, fascinating moments, days, weeks in my life.  This is one of those weeks.

To wake up in a morning, expecting great things is one thing.  But to wake up and actually RECEIVE great things is remarkable and I LOVE being in this place.

There are very deep seeded needs and wants in me.  I am in a very deep place with incredible endurance and strength in receiving these things.  It may appear that I am going against what many people in my life "approve" of or find appalling that I am living ... but I am aware that that is THEIR thinking ... and far from mine.  It is freedom to be able to live apart from others' thinking.  Thinking that they know what you 'should' be doing.  In MY world, there is little of 'should' ... instead it is 'BEING'.

And right now, my BEING is with each one of my children, the man I am in love with, the thrill of astrology / a little astronomy, my home, loving puppies, and the persons who are seeking my 'counseling'.  It is a wonderful place!! And it is giving me balance.  Even more awareness.  And filling me whole.  Everything else, at the moment, doesn't matter ... AS IT 'SHOULD' BE!!  :) :)

Another day in being,
Terri