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A Scorpio, I am. Sign of water/sexuality. Emotion. Myers/Briggs personality test resulted INTF (Introvert, Intuition, Feeling, Perceiving) 100% accurate! Only 1% of the world pop. has this personality type; the other 99% has trouble relating to INTF's! I am extremely introverted, can handle noise/crowds for exactly 1 hour before retreating to the quiet or my music somewhere. Oddly enough, I am drawn to customer service. I know these things: I love who I am! I love emotion. I am vulnerable. I care deeply. I love. And I love deeply. I will wait it out for return. I long to be loved. My children are my world. Nature is my solace, my constant, my peace. I hear each bird's tweet, adore shapes in the clouds, share the moon with everyone I know, smile at the song of my windchimes, wonder at the growth of a flower, drive to chase sunsets, enjoy a great storm, relax fully when the ocean is outside my door. My favorite word is dance. Dance represents how I strive to live..to a beat that allows my body and soul to release in rhythm. I am over 50 now. Dance with me ... while there is still time!

Friday, October 7, 2011

Nature's Power (19 months ago)

The weather is finally turning
And sunshine is warming days
The birds are singing joyously
And Easter is on its way
Another season edging in
This one all about renew
I'm sad to go to bed alone
And wake up that way too
When I realize that at ANY GIVEN time
NO ONE knows where I am
It's strange to know that I'm THAT alone
So then. . .loneliness sets in too
I drove tonight to chase the sun
As it settled beyond the view
Tears were rolling down furious
I couldn't stop them if I'd tried
Music I did turn up loud
To fill my analyzing mind
The power of reality
Sometimes rips my facade right down
So I let the tears roll their way
Hoping to pass through my blues

I turned my car around ...
The sun now gone from view
I drove right back the way I came
And startled at the view!!!
God came to hold me tight
And help me get on through!!!
Across the hills of heartland scape
The moon began her rise
I had to stop my car
As my breath it took away
Ten times its normal size
Shadowed all in pink
As it sat for only seconds
On a hill hoizoned far
My eyes could not believe the magic
My heart swallowed it all in
I know now God knows I'm here
He pushed me to this drive tonight
He put on a show of transformation
That "AWESOME" can't even describe

Spectacular; unimaginable to dream
More beautiful than I've ever seen
This ball that lights the night
Rises before my eyes
Times ten it's normal size!!
As if a shadow and in all pink!!
Amber it turns, lifting up off the hill
Then shrinking, it turns white
In fullness, perfect round
There's a face upon it too
I may not have that human love
The kind that wraps you up
Secures you in happiness
And knows where all you go
But I have the gift of God
His nature and His show
It may not fill my hunger
For a man and gentle touch
But if fills me with a wonder
That a man could never touch

Yes, I lay down many a night
Parched for someone's love
And wake so many morns
Dehydrated from knowing want
So I look to God for His sweet gift
Thankful that He gave me sight
It is the power of nature
That keeps me falling in love

~ Dances With Terri - 03/10/10 ~

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