I Miss You

I saw you today . . .
     familiarity swarmed me
          fed me and hungered me
You didn't even look my way . . .
     yet my heart filled
          to remember the way you once looked at me
So much left to say . . .
     when things happen
          it's you I wish was here for me
Words I continue to say . . .
     some written
          others, unable to find their way out of me
I saw you today . . .
     the feel of security
          to always hunger me
               to remember how you totally fed me

                    ~ Dances With Terri 03/30/12 ~

How does one find love again, if what already felt so perfect, walks away . . . is captivation only a once in a lifetime thing . . . does there ever come another time, where the world makes total sense, even amongst chaos . . . I miss you and I wish every day for the world to make total sense again . . . to fall in love with someone at the same time as becoming friends and sharing lifelong secrets and treasures is an indescribable feeling . . . to know, and be known is as great as loving and being loved . . . for too short a time, we had both . . . yet I am certain, on a level above us, it is still there