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A Scorpio, I am. Sign of water/sexuality. Emotion. Myers/Briggs personality test resulted INTF (Introvert, Intuition, Feeling, Perceiving) 100% accurate! Only 1% of the world pop. has this personality type; the other 99% has trouble relating to INTF's! I am extremely introverted, can handle noise/crowds for exactly 1 hour before retreating to the quiet or my music somewhere. Oddly enough, I am drawn to customer service. I know these things: I love who I am! I love emotion. I am vulnerable. I care deeply. I love. And I love deeply. I will wait it out for return. I long to be loved. My children are my world. Nature is my solace, my constant, my peace. I hear each bird's tweet, adore shapes in the clouds, share the moon with everyone I know, smile at the song of my windchimes, wonder at the growth of a flower, drive to chase sunsets, enjoy a great storm, relax fully when the ocean is outside my door. My favorite word is dance. Dance represents how I strive to live..to a beat that allows my body and soul to release in rhythm. I am over 50 now. Dance with me ... while there is still time!

Saturday, March 31, 2012

Heart + Soul = 100%

"I have the same thing inside me that you have inside you"

Almost
every single time
it feels i reach the bottom
the place where i actually
scream
outloud
to the silence
and sob for you

you appear

and you calm

and somewhere
in words we exchange
you hint

rarely
have you ever said words
that make a
solid
never a question
"feeling" statement

driving me
crazy
insane
:)

in so much "about us"
that is what is
captivating

i've always felt this "mirror"
i, so vulnerable
so free
to express
wanting, longing, love
you, so reserved
so mysterious
reluctant to
want, long, love
yet, it balances

some how
we each smile
and fill
on a knowing
of exactly
what the other
says,
or does not
say

or says in a way
that
may need
a
mirror
to decipher

it's true
"once you have had the best,
there is no where left to go"

i would change that
(or add to it)
to say,
once you have felt natural and true,
likeness in difference,
friendship in love,
love in friendship,
security in chaos,
safety in longing,
vulnerability in each day,
conversation in words,
knowing without words,
total belief,
love serene,
there is no reason to go
...
proven,
once again,
today

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